I would be remiss if I did not mention that today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day. The thing is - I don't need a day to remember Abbey. We remember her every day. I would like to think that this day is to remind the world that babies do die. Healthy babies too. For no reason.
As time passes, I become more and more frustrated at society. When was the last time you heard of a celebrity delivering a stillborn baby? Are there different levels of healthcare based upon who you are? If I had had an ultrasound that last week, Abbey would be here now. I'm sure of it.
I know that if I want something to change, I need to personally push for change. I should be out there campaigning for change but I can only fight one battle at a time. Someday.
I wish I could compose a better post in honor of Abbey but for various reasons, I cannot. Not tonight. Not with EVERYTHING that is going on. Someday she will be honored in a HUGE way. I am sure of that.