I find that I mostly think of the future versus the here and now. Sure, there are always the ever present questions of what will be for dinner, what will we decide to do for end of the day play time with the girls, what activities will we participate in this weekend but mostly I dream about the future. If this happens, then this will follow. When the girls are five, our lives will be like this. Next year, this will be easier.
We are always planning for the future.
An event recently occurred which has me thinking about five years from now. I think back to five years ago to realize that five years is a long time although two have gone by without me realizing it.
We try to enjoy everyday with the girls. The future is always there in the distance. Unknown. Promising great joys. I am afraid I'm going to wake up and my little babies will be big girls.